Just saying

trying to write again. yes, it has been a month since my last blog. reason? i was just busy nursing my emotions. why? what happened to you Devs? well, you see there is this guy whom i call “happiness”. i call him happiness because he makes me happy bigtime! anyway, yeah, we had a few struggles in keeping the relationship alive. i thought we were strong. i thought nothing can break us apart. i was wrong. distance made us weak. i worked onblard and that made us grow apart. yes, we got used to being apart that being together, finally, made us feel awkward about each other. what happened? we donot know too. we just felt different. it was like we do not know each other anymore. we changed and we were nothing like how we uaed to be before i left and decided to work onboard. yes, it all started with that one big move. i am still thinking whether my decision to work onboard was a wrong or right move. it has its pros and cons so i really cannot tell. but anyway,i came back. i came back to him as promised. but i did not come nack to him just because i wantef yo keep my promise. i came back to him because i love him. really, i do. bigtime! i do not understand why i do but i do. enough of the cheesy-ness. what am i trying to say here? well, because we were so awkward, we decided to spend time apart. we decided to take things easy. we decided to start from scratch again — get to know each other again. and so we did. it was not easy. it was sad and depressing. for a while i thought i already lost him. no more happiness. i even tried to move on. but i failed. i had no idea how to move on so i stayed. i decided to give it a chance. good thing i did. with patience and continuous prayer, things started working out. after afew days, weeks, we are okay again and i think this time we are better than how we were before. i do not expect people to understand us and our relationship but i expect people to at least respect us and what we have. please, just let us be happy.